It's Not A lot But It's Honest.

Every time I think of us I only regret that we let it go so far. My issues are not with you, they are only with how everything played out. I went through every detail in my head and the only solution I have is, we should have stopped it after we kissed.   So with acknowledging that, every time I get that close to someone I shut off completely.

Honestly?

I'm onto something here, something so great I'm willing to risk it all, even you.

rough draft

Hey, I just wanted you to know I miss you terribly.  
Hope to see you soon, I don't think I can take much more of this.
Look, i love you, I can't help it.
Fuck  I don't want to help it, I want you.
I want all of you. 
I want your dirty hippie hair draped across my chest.
I want to sit on the coast with you drinking wine watching the sun come up.
It's all i think about whenever I see you staring off into space.
We get each other isn't that enough? 
Maybe one day we could have a life together.
I never wanted you less and I've never thought about you more.